Blessed

Dear God,
It's me again. Who else is here to bug you in the morning. I know how often I come to You and all for the wrong things but don't be upset or annoyed by tons of my bitching and moaning.
I just want You to know that I might be a bit of a sad case and I know I have an endless list about how my life should be, how things could be better and etc but the truth is I've always feel I am so blessed by You. Where I am now, things I'm doing, my jobs and life I'm heading are all my own choices. If I think it should be any better then I might want to look into rearranging my own priorities and level of commitment.
But You, You had given me a wonderful family, a loving marriage and a great value of health. All these is out of my choice and control and it's given to me by You without me asking. Those are things in life that I will always be thankful for. And if there is any other thing I want to ask for now, it is strength, courage and wisdom I would ask for.
Amen.