My handbook

I shall be following this handbook for all these years to come:-

As a person
sincere
honest
understanding
be able to help
fun & loving
humorous

Personal well-being
stay young and beautiful always (at heart at least)
face mask twice a week
facial & massage once a month
to pick up: yoga, dancing, singing
healthy diet & drink lots of H2o
be financially stable (clear all credit cards outstanding in 2 yrs)
travel to see the world at least once a year

Career
home
a reasonable, understanding & supportive wife
a fun & loving mother
to raise wonderful, independent & courages children

work
continue working
looking for opportunities to do my own thing

Life goal
giving back - in whichever biz that I will be successfully doing, looking at getting involves and helping some charity organizations

My belief
We should enjoy life even though we have not made it. Everyone should enjoy and celebrate life at any stage and with what we have, with no excuse. At the end of the day, success is not the most important thing, the process is.
Life is a continuous succession of present moment, so live happily in the present moment.

Have faith no matter what

All ending are good; if it is not good, it's not the end.

My own conclusion
Most human problems are mostly mentally.
When the mind set is right, things will be in the right place.
That's why people say if you are mentally strong, you can do anything you want.
I'm not mentally strong, but I will try.
In fact I have just started my journey towards where I want to be.

Boredom

I’m bored at work today as I have finished doing things that I needed to do.

I’m bored! I nearly fall asleep! Sitting here and acted like I’m busy is really crappy and a waste of time. I want to go home and sleep. This stupid full blast air-cond that is so freezing cold here should be really good for an afternoon nap. Gosh…what the hell am I doing here? What am I going to do for the whole afternoon? I need something to make me awake. I have stole and munched some of my friend’s biscuits. I’m having coffee now and that didn’t help. Damn it. I’m freaking bored…bored to death…bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored!!!

Do you believe that I’m really bored now? I really am.
God help me.

Are we hanging in the middle?

A group of us are hanging out at a club having tea and watching the sea, I told our friends that I think all of us are hanging in the middle. Not up here; not down there; exactly right in the middle. It’s like we are not there yet, we can’t say we have make it, can we? None of us who were sitting there can; but we are not down there either, it’s not like we are at a very bad stage of life now, we are all doing alright. That’s why I said we are hanging in the middle.

A friend asked what is my definition of “we had made it”? I think one can say they have made it when they can just go out, see a house they like and buy it, their problem is not the money, it is whether they come across any house they like or not, then I think they have made it financially. Though there might still be some part in their life that is still missing when one had made it financially. It could be their health, marriage, family and etc.
Life is never prefect, never.

I think everyone should just enjoy life at any stage, even when we have not made it, or even we are at somewhere below average. Everyone should just enjoy life with what we have, with no excuse. At the end of the day, success is not the most important thing, the process is. Isn’t that why a lot of success story and biographic made it to the top selling chart? Seriously, I don’t see a point if one had made it but has nothing to tell the world except he has succeeded, it’s like a car ride without seeing any breathtaking view alongside.